Doomed

Have been stayin indoors all the time....Aircon aircon.. but ! I feel hottttt !! Aah! Weather is gettin so freakin hot.. I can't stand it no more ! What have I got to say for Miri... >.<~ I'm so DOOMED !
No more precioussss aircon.. =(
I've just got fired from my position as couch potato! Darn! >.<~
My two favourite cantonese drama`s had to make an end on the same dayyy!!That is TODAYYYYY!! How ' lucky ' !
Luckily I still have my CSI to survive on.. but in Miri again.. There will be NO TV ! Goin` for Books Books Books ! Bookworm wannabe.. *yay yay* -_-"
My life is gonna be so different in 8 days time... No TV.. No broadband..No aircon..No CSI ! No Desperate Housewives! No One Tree Hill ! No aaahhh..sick n tired of this NO thingies.. Hmm..
A friend of mine said.. I should think on the bright side of it..
I'm gonna get new friends.. new room.. new sch..new teachers.. new routine..new life..
and I concluded it with ' Its gonna be a NEW ME ! '
I guess we'll see about that.. ^-^

It's Friday night.. and i'm here bloggin ! How 'exciting' is that?
My friend messaged me a while ago.. to cancel our plans for tonight.. Darn ! Out goes my HOPE in searchin for a cure to this mundane day! Feel so bored all day long..together with the 'wonderful' raising temperature! How irritating!!

After 'chattin ' I had to come up with this..

' Some ppl are just not meant to be friends.. Every word they say or even murmur pisses you off.. or in a nice way..gets to your nerves ! You tried so hard to be nice and friendly despite of all that..But, all you get back are words that do you the same AGAIN !..
It's not your friend..It's not you.. It's just the BOTH of you together '

We are like the elements used in a chemical process.. Made of different elements.. BOTH you and your friend makes bad chemistry..The experiment failed.. Why take the risk and try again? It's not gonna change anything at all..

Draw Your Piggieee..!

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* See how mundane my life has become? Joining kiddie's draw a piggie contest.. ^-^' *

Sleepless

Went to bed early last night..12.45 p.m. Haha! I'll count that as early! Due to lazy and sick daily routines..my biological clock is currently abnormal !..Darn! Wonder if I will ever get use to the idea of waking up early for classes.. >.<~ Thoughts have been running through my noodles all night! It's keeping me from gettin to sleep.. All sort of thoughts.. family, studies, friends, mistakes, my future... it's like a conscious nightmare ! The last thing I remembered before dozing off is.. blue shimmering image of my handphone stating 5.45 a.m. ! Aaah! Gotta wakey up before 8 ! >.<~
Watched ' The Island ' .. Hmm.. Don't worry...No spoilers, I promise! Maybe just a lil? The setting of the movie is yearssssss ahead of us now.. Pretty high-tech.. Wonder if I'd still be alive to experience those! Er..there's nothin much to say about the movie since I promised. -_-'
10 more days to all-hectic-life ! Really pray to God I'll get used to the idea of lectures and assignments and choressssssss! I'm losing ideas..Guess this post would be short.. Don't wanna get into all those view of life stuff..cause if you asked me..life pretty much sucks now..Haha!

I find this quote humorous..
It goes something like this..could not remember clearly tho..
' Even though you love eating beef burger, it doesnt mean you have to meet the cow '

15 daysss left !

Past

Have been spending most of my time home, either in front of the TV or in front of the computer.. It has been my daily routine....I know what you're gonna say..What a loser!
Well..I agree.. *sigh*

I remembered life used to be so exciting..

School in the mornings..
Having to visit grandpa and grandma..
Eagerly waiting for my uncles and aunties plus my favourite cuzzies..to sit down together and have lunch..
Being scolded for making so much screeching sounds with the fork..
Taking turns to wash the dishes..Wiping them dry...
Forming human chains to fill in the ice trays...
Watching cartoons in front of the TV together...
Snatching remote controllers...
Climbing the poles in the living room..
Splashin' water on the slides at the playground behind gram's house..
Rollerblades...and the Trash Trolley !!
Jumping across Gram's small pond with big fishes !
Washing the fountain pool...
Catching tadpoles...
Playing ' We're in working life '...
Singing songs...that we do not even know the meaning of em`..
Squeezing in the bathroom for a shower !
Waking up early just to roll sweetened-balls...
Playing '' Modeling "...
Chasing after the rats...
Playing ' Tetris ' ( the only game we enjoyed playin` together in our younger days )
Gettin` Gram's dogs to chase us...
Shakin` Gram's rambutan tree branches..and collect em`
Playing badminton..disturbing the neighbours..askin em to collect our shuttlecocks..
Water boats in Gram's pond..Always sunk by the fishes..
A,E,I,O,U games..
Hopscotch...

Phewhhh..and so many more...

Miss em` so much.. Would trade anything in the world just to experience that life again for just one more day.. = (

Life has changed pretty much..and I know I have..
My life as a kid was so exciting and adventurous...
Now everything has gotten serious..
Cousins are no longer visible to the eyes..and deaf to the ears..
Gram's house..has been as quiet as ever..
Now..

It's sad to stand alone beside the pond...
Alone in the living room...
The house compound seems so big to me..
The fruits on the trees are dying unplucked..
The bathroom is so dry....
Ice trays are always full...
TV not occupied..remote's just there..
No food on the table...Plates and glasses untouched..
Dogs always sleeping...
Fountain is dry...
No more tadpoles in the pond...

Aside from all those..
Grandpa and Grandma's aging without having their grandchildren around...
Worst still...They're always lonely... ( I guess everyone know how that feels.. )
It's sad thinking that,
I'm actually leaving them too... =(

I overheard Grandma and Grandpa talking..
Grandpa : I cannot finish these food ..It's too much..Help me eat the satays..
Grandma : Well.. I'll just leave it on the dining table..I'm sure the kids would love them..
Grandpa : What kids? There are no more kids around at home..
Grandma : No more kids? Yesssssssssssss...there are...Who says no? I'll just put it on the
table.. I'm sure they will enjoy the satays..

Grandma's memory tends to be poorer each day...
She tends to bring up memories in the past and live it..
I know she's sad and lonely...
She told me she would love to have kids playing around in the house like last time...
Being able to pamper them and play with them...
So I told her to wait...and look forward having greatgrandchildren...
She just smiled.......


I really don't want to leave but..
I'm sorry....I'll always have you in my heart...

Saint

" A saint has been defined as a sinner who never gives up "

Faith In Our Father In Heaven

" In times of failure,
we pick ourselves up,
Dust ourselves down,
And start all over again,
And again,
And again.....
With the help of God. "

My Dearest Friend

Dearest of all.. I've missed you so much..
Tried to hold my tears when I see you left at the base..
Seeing others crying farewell.. Weakens me..
I remembered..two teardrops fell when I turned away..
Memories flashed back.. My heart ached..
Just want you to know my dearest friend..
You left footprints in my heart,
that will remain for the rest of my life..
I love you !

Cool, Funny, Strange

Dad left for KL ! >.<~ Why not take me there too? I'll be his personal assistant...?bellgirl...?driver...?or...maid? Hmm....No? >.<~~ *bored bored bored*

Last night was movie night..thought` of catchin a movie for days ledy.. but no one in mind to ask.. almost everyone's away or busy... =P~ llllucikily Vero got back from her hols ! Plus Wil and Lee were dying to get out of their cocoon too ! Initial D was okay..was suppose to catch it on premiere.... but...due to certain reasons..i thought..nah.. The movie wassss err...to sum it up...cool but its got more humour in it. =P~ Wanted to watch War of the Worlds badly..and Mr and Mrs Smith.. since it was its last day showing !!~
( Daddddyyy..u meanie ! make me miss it ! >.<~ U*O*ME )

Before d movie.. hmm..surprisingly we met Sam, Gordon n Ah Wei ..not forgettin` H.Sia,Ai Ling and L.Chai..They were watching Initial D too.. ( Sam >> We didnt invite u along? We saw you walkin out of d cinemaaa..Why didnt you ask us? =) Haha.. Meanie )

Oh oh oh.. A funny thing happened in the cinema before the movies started.. We were all on our seats watching some trailer ! and then suddenly... *poot pooooot pootttt* from behind of the cinema..Vero and I were wonderin` what could that be...*the cinema was silent* then, a girl couldnt stand it and laughed out loud! Gosh I thought..someone actually farted out LOUD! Unlucky her ! Everyone started to laugh non-stop ! Haha! What a START ! *eww*

Again it has been proven.. Movies dooo really influent ppl ! After Initial-D Wil's driving was madddd ! Thinking he was driving AE86 ! kekeke ! The ride was life-risking and of course Lee was most terrified..sittin` on the front passenger seat.. couldnt keep his feets closed and hands off the safety handle... ! Screaming.. Wilsoooonnnnnn! *rofl*

Oh well, after the show we had Kentucky's.. Goshh.. Sarawak Plaza was damn dead without Ngiu Kee.. ! It was soooooo deserted.... Looks as if we're shooting in some haunted movie or something.. There's practically no one around.. only a few peeps.. even Speedy wasnt playing any songs.. Weird..TVs' closed...( No trailers ? ) Hmmmmmmmmmmm.................... Strange!

Nice To Meet You` Anyway

I don't want to get too close
I don't want to get too close
You see this isn't where my head is
If you knew me I'm not like this
But I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway!

I believe you're very fine
Still I haven't got the time
Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway!

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love ^_-

I don't mean to be so strange
But my life just took a change
Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love

So before this goes too far
Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distracted
And I'm trying to be verbal
And I'm back into this circle
Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway

26 daysss left !

New bloggie !~

Hmm.. First post for my new bloggie ! Nyak nyak ! 28 days to Miri ! A lil excited yet a lil scared..
Gonna be on my own.. Gonna miss my parents and family back in Kuching.. 2day's grandpa's 84th birthday.. Like usual we have family reunion dinner .. with all those yummy food.. many of my beloved cousins not here in Kuching anymore ! Miss them lots... >.<~

Cousins -> ehh..only a few of us making noise on the table arrr.. come back !! all your places are taken by the 'darlings' of our cousins .. hehe! come back and bring yourssss ! ^-^

Decided not to make blogs personal anymore...would just write general stuffs la.. hehe! now i'm running out of wordsss...

Vava --> The Cribssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ! =)